Hello. :]

Things have been very good lately.

A lot has happened, but everything was for the better. :]

My grades have been very good.

My life has been very good.

Okay, so, some people threatened to read my xanga. >,>
Those people better be friggen happy D:<
Or I'll punch them in the face.

Um... Okay... What's happened lately?
Nothing noteworthy.
I lost Shanaynay as a friend, but, you know, you win some you lose some.
Besides, everyone agrees it was for the better.

Sam and I celebrated our anniversary at the dance. :]
For those of you who don't know.. Sam an I met exactly one year ago, that day :]
8-24-'06
So we slow danced, ect at the exact place we met.
..... In front of our boyfriends XD!

My mom chaperoned.  I was afraid that was gonna be a big deal, but it wasn't. :]
Lundy was real sweet and stuff : D
*was happy*

Then I went to my friend Kelsi's house.
Of course, some people tried to start crap with me, but it didn't really affect me.
*shrugs*
Um... D:

Jeeze.
I got into the whole Death Note thing D:
GOD DANG
IT'S SO AMAZING
*Raitofangirlness*

But yeah.. Life's been okay, I guess.
I have a few ups and downs
But pretty much it's nuetral
Which is just the way I want it >:]

Maybe I should never have wished for change.

I don't know.

But everything has changed in my life.

EVERYTHING.

No place or thing feels the same.

I'm in therapy now, too.

And my parents trust me less than ever.

We're poor as dirt, once again, but more or less that doesn't affect me to much.

 I'm not on the computer to much anymore.

No one I know is that much anymore.

I just got back from Georgia. 

I wish I could have stayed there.  It was amazing.

I didn't have to worry about times and chores, it was just pure.. freeness. :D

Pretty Sweet.

And I also saw Wicked a few weeks back.

The.Most.Amazing.Thing.In.The.World.

I'm going to a recording studio soon, and my parents are having me audition for this choir..thing.

For the state.

But it doesn't really interest me.

Life.

I'm not sure whether it's dragging by or flying by.

The days all seem like a blur,

The faces, too.

And the nights timeless

But I guess that's alright.

I'm way over my head with stuff to do,

And getting it done is killing me.

My grades are steadilly declining,

One by one.

And the weirdest part is-

I'm trying harder than ever.

Maybe I'm just not as smart as everyone seems to think.

My mind can't really settle on an emotion.

One second I'm in the sad

Then I'm mad

Then I'm..happy.

Strange, I know.

I don't have much to look forward too,

Which is something in life I need.

Maybe I'll make something for myself to do soon.

A certain goal.

I dunno.

It could be fun.